| There is safety abiding in the presence of God. |
[Nov. 22nd, 2009|02:17 am] |
cell makes me happy, makes me very very happy. i secretly hope that alot of you will read this and well i know someone sneaky *cough*wenyang*cough* probably will. Once again i really wish i could do more (i know, just gimme a little while more...) but even sitting around, talking, laughing, tapping shoulders and stealing handphones makes my day. Major exam's on monday (and being the mugger/nerd I am) I sometimes wonder if my time is really well spent, while thousand others are mugging away.. I never could help it but compare. but lesson for myself for the week, i think the time spent with you guys cannot be replaced, and i'd always be willing to take time out to invest. Frankly, thats why i worked so hard the past week visiting the cityhall school for the past 6 days studying like mad (really, if only you know). Just so.. the weekends are free. I realise that it just means i gotta wake up a lil earlier, sleep a lil later and put in a lil more effort. But God calls the shots, He gives me the grace, and He's what that pulls me through. I cannot ever fall back and rely on myself..
I think that's what tonight says.
Sounds incoherent, i guess words that are too clear sounds funny here :|
back to the books for a little while more...
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|11:43 pm] |
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yesterday night we ran in the rain and we screamed at the lightning, but despite that i think there was this unexplainable tingling feeling, tt slightslight feeling of happiness :) a little skip here a little skip there. and then i curled up on my bed before i could spell out my happiness. still in awe of how much God blesses me. I'm amazed at all the favour He has upon my life, in entirety. I'm really really thankful for the people around me, groupmates or not, I always wonder how God amazingly places these nice people around me. yesterday night made me realize how happy I am to have met these new people amidst this pool of crazy dingdongs. "count your blessings" and the cold bus ride back today i realized how all these while i've just been so caught up in a whirlwind of my own insecurities and emotions. school drains out alot of my energy and im so glad the hardwork and the weekends of late have paid off, we're almost almost done. a little bit more.... for now. next few weeks would see me buried underneath books but let me rest todayy. western bacon cheezeburgerzz. im looking forward to more of tonights. :) |
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| we count the days by the weeks and how good they've been to us |
[Sep. 26th, 2009|12:12 am] |
iiiii've been wishing that this week and the next and the whole of october would go up in a fluff. (only to realise november would be worse.) fluff as in.., not too quick a careless fluff, but more of a disappearing-act-kinda-fluff. then i wished that i'd have 48 hours a day... to finish writing essays/studying, but also have more time for more people... wednesday lunches @ bugis could really work out. i was going crazy crazy from all the work but iced tea w milk made me happy, and satisfied. i'd let you know that no matter what, i'd take time out for people, because people (and work that comes along with it...) drive me mad but ironically, people also make my day :)
things are.. not gonna get better - i know.
i have it all plotted down in my handydandymini calendar and im really excited, not. but suck it up, give a smile and helloooooo friends, i know we'll get by just fine.
I need to draw (more) strength from the correct source.. and I know that where i am now is not enough, just not enough. (i want to be greedy thankuvmuch)
headache and school's on tomorrow @ 8, i hope i wake up. |
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[Sep. 24th, 2009|01:24 am] |
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need some space/time to breathe. |
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